One word, one look, pierce as a scalpel into flesh,
My mind, hasty in judgment, shapes perception, skewering my reality.
Filtered, through the lens of past wounds, unmet expectations, the echoes of history prevail,
As I feel this reverberation the weight of lack, of 'not enough,' constricting, suffocating, keeps me in fear's embrace.
Yet amid this chaos, a pause, a choice to notice,
Allowing a moment of clarity to surface,
With each grounded breath, a new insight, Illuminating shadows of distorted thinking.
Filtered, yes, by the layers of experience, but not irreversibly so;
For with awareness comes release, and with release, comes relief
In this journey of self-discovery, may I continue to find clarity, authenticity, and growth.
Jan Ungerer © 2024